I used to be so awesome…

Sunday , 9, February 2014 Leave a comment

I used to wake up early, greet the day with a smile and go for a run.  I used to have my menus together, my time management down to an art form. I sent out letters, 5-6 a day to people all over the world.  I kept the house semi clean.  I did my dishes.  I didn’t get takeout all the time.

Now, getting out of bed is a chore.  Going to bed is a welcome comfort, even if I do have to take sleeping pills to get there.  I want to hide from everyone and everything, except that I also want company, and I want to feel better.  I want the person who is chipper and happy on the phone to her clients, to actually be chipper and happy.  Because I’m not.  I am miserable, and I hate myself.


I used to be awesome.  What happened?

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